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Saturday, September 15, 2001
Today ... I'm not going to watch the news. I need a break. It's impacting me greater than I had realized. I'm becoming an insomniac. And I'm developing a school-girl crush on Peter Jennings.
I'm working on a fun project for a client. I can't wait until her web site is launched ... it's going to be awesome. That's all I can say about this project ~ For now it's "under seal". Oh geez .. listen to me! Yep ... I'm staying away from television today.
There is good and there is evil...and there is even the in between of good and evil. Let us never forget that upon this earth there walk both; and that amongst the good, there can be found the purest of heart... And amongst the evil, there can be found the most heinous of heart. But it is my belief that love shall ever win over hatred. I never waiver from this belief...nor my belief that one should never judge a man based on the acts of his brother. It is a difficult time in our great country, yes... But we Americans are notorious for pulling together at such times... And our enemies do not realize, that when they attempt to blow a hole through the heart of America, they only make her stronger. God bless and watch over you all, my friends...
marlee|
6:35 AM
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Friday, September 14, 2001
Enough of the deja-vu horror shots already! I'm sick of seeing the same repeated clips of planes crashing and burning buildings collapsing. I'm fed up with news anchors asking officials over and over to give them a number of people who've died. This tragedy is embedded deep enough into us, that even our subconscious mind is not going to let us forget for a long time. If ever. As of September 11, our lives … our world has changed.
I want to see MORE personal stories. I want to know how those with missing and died family members and friends are coping. I want them to be able to share with us their grief. I want them to know that we care and that they are in our thoughts and prayers. I want to reach out and comfort every one of them. To hell with your accelerating journalism career. It's not about the action coverage. It's not about the numbers. It's about people. That's all we really have in this life.
marlee|
9:36 AM
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Thursday, September 13, 2001
Message in a Dream Bottle:
I met a Red Hawk this morning. He had been to Ganges and said to me:
I wonder……
if we divide emotions into 2 categories we find all become either love or fear related...one from spirit (love) and the other from ego (fear)...those who currently find themselves able to ground and become stable with their inner self (spirit) are experiencing love, those who are not, fear (ego)...those who are grounding find themselves consciously working in using their spiritual love energy...they feel a need to share this energy with their fellow man who is experiencing such distress at this time, through many varied activities such as healing, radiating love, physically being with distressed people to help calm and support etc.... those who are within ego (fear) space are focussing on the tragedy, the dispair and anger, the want of revenge..they imagine all manner of future nightmares manifesting.. so, those feeling love are working to assist those feeling fear to calm and feel ok...is either experience (love or fear) better or worse, or of more value?...
no!!...both are but mere experiences, which the participants will learn and grow from...perhaps those able to share love energy are learning the power of this energy, a belief in value, strength and abilities of self for self and to assist their fellow man, many valuable skills only able to be learned in hard times such as these, perhaps they are undergoing a deep spiritual lesson in realizing it is the spirit self that is real and continual, while the physical self and life is finite…perhaps learning of what is really important to them within this game of human life...perhaps those who are undertaking fear experiences are being pushed to learn many valuable spiritual lessons..forced to face their fears head on, of mortality, the value of man made objects, value of self, compassion, forgiveness, receiving etc..whichever our current path, all is ok…we are each doing and feeling what is right for us and our growth…each path feeds the others growth…love needing the fear, to learn the value of expression, and fear needing the love to learn of receiving and healing…
I wonder… was that really just a dream?
marlee|
10:57 AM
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Tuesday, September 11, 2001
Long, sad day today. Still I don't think I've fully realized the intensity of its sadness.
I've been watching it on TV all day ...appearing like another Hollywood doomsday action movie.
But I know it's much more real than any fiction can ever begin to portray. My heart is with you New York ... D.C. ... America ... World.
Long as I remember The rain been comin' down.
Clouds of myst'ry pourin' Confusion on the ground.
Good men through the ages, Tryin' to find the sun;
And I wonder, Still I wonder, Who'll stop the rain.
I went down Virginia, Seekin' shelter from the storm.
Caught up in the fable, I watched the tower grow.
Five year plans and new deals, Wrapped in golden chains.
And I wonder, Still I wonder Who'll stop the rain.
Heard the singers playin', How we cheered for more.
The crowd had rushed together, Tryin' to keep warm.
Still the rain kept pourin', Fallin' on my ears.
And I wonder, Still I wonder Who'll stop the rain.
-CCR
marlee|
10:03 PM
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